H๐จw l๐จn๐ , L๐จr๐, m๐ฎs๐ญ ๐ ๐a๐ฅl f๐จr h๐l๐ฉ, b๐ฎt y๐จu d๐จ ๐งo๐ญ ๐ฅi๐ฌt๐n? ๐r c๐ซy o๐ฎt t๐จ ๐ฒo๐ฎ, โ๐i๐จl๐n๐e!โ b๐ฎt y๐จu d๐จ ๐งo๐ญ ๐ฌa๐ฏe? ๐h๐ฒ ๐o y๐จu m๐k๐ ๐ฆe l๐จo๐ค ๐t i๐งj๐ฎs๐ญi๐e? ๐h๐ฒ ๐o y๐จu t๐จl๐r๐t๐ ๐ฐr๐จn๐ d๐จi๐งg? ๐e๐ฌt๐ซu๐t๐ขo๐ง ๐n๐ ๐ฏi๐จl๐n๐e a๐ซe b๐f๐จr๐ ๐ฆe; ๐ญh๐r๐ ๐ขs s๐ญr๐ขf๐, a๐งd c๐จn๐l๐ขc๐ญ ๐b๐จu๐งd๐ฌ. H๐b๐k๐คu๐ค ๐:๐-๐
THE SEASON OF WONDERING

Why doesn’t God seem fair? What do you do when what you see does not line up with what you believe? What do you do when God doesnโt feel good at the moment, because you know he can do something and yet he doesn’t?
๐๐๐ง ๐๐จ๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐จ๐จ๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ?
A committed believer can both WRESTLE with honest questions and EMBRACE a genuine faith in God, both at the same time.
โGod, why do you tolerate the treacherous?
โGod, why are you silent when the wicked swallows the righteousโ
โGod, why are the evil doers becoming more prosperous?โ
W๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ข๐, ๐ก๐จ๐ง๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฉ ๐ญ๐จ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐๐ฌ ๐๐ฎ๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ซ ๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก?
What if embracing your secret questions opens the door for a maturing knowledge of Godโs character? What if drawing closer to God and developing genuine intimacy with him requires you to bear something that feels unbearable? To hear him through an ominous utterance, to trust him in the moment of doom, to embrace his strength when youโre weak with a burden?

๐๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ข๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ญ๐๐ค๐๐ฌ ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ฑ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฉ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฉ๐?
If you are there right now, God understands your pain. He welcomes your questions. He would rather have you yell at him in frustration than walk away from him.
When you hit a wall or a crisis of belief, donโt deny your doubts. Donโt run away from God. Let your doubts drive you to continue to embrace, even when you wrestle with Him.
In paragliding, for you to be able to properly kite, you need to wrestle with your whimsical wing and embrace the speed of the wind. When you reach the right balance of control, your wing stays afloat and all you have to do next is turn around and run towards the sky.
You can still try to embrace Godโs promises, even when you wrestle with so many things you donโt understand, because He is always at work behind the scenes.

Inspired by: Can God Be Good When Life is Not? Hope In The Dark: Week 1 with Pastor Craig Groeschel